it's pronounced kevi

I am not really saying that I am an alcoholic... however, I do know that I drink a lot even if I don't want to, or plan to. 

And it isn't effecting our relationship on the surface, but I think it would only help make it better if I quit. 

So, I have made the conscience decision today, that I am going to be sober. I am not going to tell anyone, not even Adam. This is for me. 

And my journal. 

Gives me something to write about.