what a week.

dear lord, I can't seem to figure out what is wrong with me! Lately, I have just been getting in these trances where I am miserable, and for no reason. Everyone makes me angry or I just get super quite.. and nothing neccesarily sparks it. It's starting to worry me, because I definitely don't want to be a drag to be around. When I am in my normal or good moods, I am great! But these creepy trances must go! 

For Lent, (I am not Catholic or believe in any religion per se, but I like the idea of Lent) I am giving up drinking. This is going to be challenging as my job and everyone I am with is based around drinking. (Which seems somewhat sad, saying aloud.. or typing) 

Anyway, we hosted a Mardi Gras party at my work.. It was a lot of fun.. I wore some crazzyyyyy false eyelashes, and the other girls got all dolled up as well... 

Adam's birthday was on Saturday, and we went to yoga, then took a nap, followed by a delicious dinner at Blue Nile Cafe, which serves some amazing Ethiopian food. After dinner, we went to the Jack's Mannequin/ fun. concert. And dare I say, fun. is by far my favorite band of 2009, and in the lead for 2010. 

goodnight little lambs.

congratulate me!

I cleaned my kitchen today, because it was getting pretty disgusting. So everyone say "Congratulations, Kevi, on being a an ounce less gross than yesterday!"

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Adam writes his name on his cup everyday at work in cartoon. They always include his name, but these are super clever. Here are a few of them... I am going to start having him do a bunch of custom names on archival paper to sell on etsy. They are just too cute!

doot doot doot do do doot do doo

Phew! Got some more stuff up in the shop.. here are a few pieces of jewelry I put up today:

hello, bird!

In other news, I was able to get some pictures of my newest purchases from the Brass Armadillo! We got this super cute tea kettle with a little piggy painted on it :

And I got this bowl set. There are actually 4 bowls, but I am using the smallest one to hold my whitening strips.

Last night, we went to trivia at the Dubliner with a bunch of friends and Bobby, Adam's friend

made me this... which I think is pretty neat!

The end.

I am not really saying that I am an alcoholic... however, I do know that I drink a lot even if I don't want to, or plan to. 

And it isn't effecting our relationship on the surface, but I think it would only help make it better if I quit. 

So, I have made the conscience decision today, that I am going to be sober. I am not going to tell anyone, not even Adam. This is for me. 

And my journal. 

Gives me something to write about. 

i am not really a bad person, but i feel like one after doing this.. but i was looking for an old notebook of mine, and i happened to come across some of adams... so i read one.. (because it feel open on the floor, eh heh) and i figured out it was a quote book where he writes down all the memorable quotes he likes.

well the very last one in the entire book looked like this:

"I am afraid I won't be able to sleep with all these dreams manifesting into goals"

-Kevi 10/23

who would have thought i was so insightful and a jerk. a nosey insightful jerky crap